Recently, I had a conversation with a friend about I've attracted so many gays in my life (almost all my good friends are gays). I think in my subconscious mind, I feel like I probably have too much masculine energy that is against societal standards, or I'm afraid to let my feminine energy out because I have to be strong to be safe and respected. That's why I attract many gays to showcase that it's safe to be feminine haha.
Oh that is interesting! It reminds me of my tendency to get attracted/obsessed by women with a strong, bold personality. Probably, it comes/was coming from my excess leaning into my feminine, sensitive energies without integrating/balancing with a healthy masculine counterpart. Funny how these polar energies work! Thanks for sharing your experience. :)
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Recently, I had a conversation with a friend about I've attracted so many gays in my life (almost all my good friends are gays). I think in my subconscious mind, I feel like I probably have too much masculine energy that is against societal standards, or I'm afraid to let my feminine energy out because I have to be strong to be safe and respected. That's why I attract many gays to showcase that it's safe to be feminine haha.
Oh that is interesting! It reminds me of my tendency to get attracted/obsessed by women with a strong, bold personality. Probably, it comes/was coming from my excess leaning into my feminine, sensitive energies without integrating/balancing with a healthy masculine counterpart. Funny how these polar energies work! Thanks for sharing your experience. :)